do you ever feel like who you are and who people think you are are two different people?
like your whole life you have know what to say, how to act, and what to do to make people believe what you feel they expect from you?
people have an image of me or at least i feel like they have an image of me and sometimes living up to the image is really hard. i feel like everyone around me is watching me cuz "kaydra fischer" can do no wrong. but truth is i am so messed up they have no idea!!! i have just learned really well how to hid it cuz i have done it my whole life. i feel everyone thinks i have it together, i got life all figured out but truth is i am hanging on by a thread. i hope everyday that i will make it through not breaking the mask i wear so people dont see what i really am.
i am a Christan and i do love God and i know he love me but most days thats all i know and nothing more.
